Tell me child, why would you ever want to leave my side?
* *
Oh my child, what moves you to want to leave my side?
Have I not treated you as well as any mother could? Or as well as any mother should? Just to avoid what you may yet become
*Do you want a book?
Or maybe a pie?
Butterscotch or Snail
For the apple of my eye*
Please don't hurt me Mum, I swear I won't misbehave,
* *
(What could you have seen? was it something unforseen, the future, a dream, entwining, I keep reminding myself that it was not my fault
Whats a dream or what's the truth here anyway?
Please don't hurt me Mum I swear I won't misbehave
The past, a mirage, it hurts, remembering, I have to fight for what's to come and what is good
What's the past or what's a lie here anyway?
Tell me child what you expect to find on the other side
Is it the truth or revenge that you may wish to gain?
That is only for me to decide
One last time allow me to intervene
One last time please let me to hold your hand
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16/4/12
After the Storm
The nightmares subsided, my world turned back to normal.
Four walls, a floor and a ceiling with a lightbulb hanging from it, all covered in darkness.
Never had this blackness felt this good.
*You alright?*
"Yeah, i guess... I..."
*You?*
"Im back... stronger than before"
*You know what they say, what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger*
"Guess its true, i feel as if i have been reborn. Some things make more sense now, others just make sense despite being absurd before. I can see..."
*In this darkness?*
"Its a figure of speech..."
*I know, im just teasing*
"Ok then, i think i might take a nap unless the bulb lights up soon"
*Sounds good to me, but there is plenty of food over there*
"Over where? Nevermind"
I searched the room for the food i was told there was. After some time i found the tray. It tasted great, i didnt actually remember wether it was better or worse than the one i had been given before, it didnt matter anymore. I had gone through a hell-like experience, i suffered, i cried, but now the blindfold had fallen.
The bulb lit up.
My eyes scanned the room in search for the papers and the pen. I felt like i had to writte down what i went through, i had to create something out of nothing.
Just like i had given life to my nightmares, now i wanted to shape my dreams and desires.
IMPRESSIONS
Rainbow
that lies beneath a city made of gold
please let me inside
uncover your beauty
let me see your soul
your façade cant disguise the beauty inside that lies
to others maybe, but you cant decieve me
everything turns to water and flows
into the well
new hope arises from it
everything reborn anew
a new chance to make things right
althought it might have seemed it was well
deep inside there were troubles inside your head
let your soul fly into heavens
seek salvation from this world
leave this corrupted place
search for salvation
seek restoration
(PS: The song Impressions belongs to Ariadna Martin)
Four walls, a floor and a ceiling with a lightbulb hanging from it, all covered in darkness.
Never had this blackness felt this good.
*You alright?*
"Yeah, i guess... I..."
*You?*
"Im back... stronger than before"
*You know what they say, what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger*
"Guess its true, i feel as if i have been reborn. Some things make more sense now, others just make sense despite being absurd before. I can see..."
*In this darkness?*
"Its a figure of speech..."
*I know, im just teasing*
"Ok then, i think i might take a nap unless the bulb lights up soon"
*Sounds good to me, but there is plenty of food over there*
"Over where? Nevermind"
I searched the room for the food i was told there was. After some time i found the tray. It tasted great, i didnt actually remember wether it was better or worse than the one i had been given before, it didnt matter anymore. I had gone through a hell-like experience, i suffered, i cried, but now the blindfold had fallen.
The bulb lit up.
My eyes scanned the room in search for the papers and the pen. I felt like i had to writte down what i went through, i had to create something out of nothing.
Just like i had given life to my nightmares, now i wanted to shape my dreams and desires.
IMPRESSIONS
Rainbow
that lies beneath a city made of gold
please let me inside
uncover your beauty
let me see your soul
your façade cant disguise the beauty inside that lies
to others maybe, but you cant decieve me
everything turns to water and flows
into the well
new hope arises from it
everything reborn anew
a new chance to make things right
althought it might have seemed it was well
deep inside there were troubles inside your head
let your soul fly into heavens
seek salvation from this world
leave this corrupted place
search for salvation
seek restoration
(PS: The song Impressions belongs to Ariadna Martin)
24/3/12
1000 pages of unwritten text
The first days of my imprisonment were hell.
I had nothing, absolutely nothing to do.
I wandered the room again and again until i fell on my knees exhausted and fell to sleep.
One day when i woke up he was there...
"Good Morning" He greeted me.
*Who are you?* i asked somewhat shocked to discover my torment had been set upon another soul besides myself.
"Funny you ask me that, you should know yourself"
*I have been trapped here for god knows how much time and you expect me to know you?*
"You have been trapped here only 13 days..."
*How do you even know that?*
"I know many things, for instance i know that soon you will have something to do..."
*WHO are you, HOW do you know that and WHO sent you?*
"I was sent by nobody but yourself, you called me here. I am... that is not that important right now, the important thing is that you will see light in 3...2...1..."
My eyes were momentarily blinded by the light that came from a lighting bulb hanging by the ceiling.
The middle of the room was now quite well lit and the rest lay in a gloomy glow.
There, in the middle of the room, lay sheets of paper and a pen.
"you like it?"
I couldnt say a word.
I felt mesmerized by the sheets of paper, the pen drawing me closer as if it were a magnet.
I took steps towards the middle of the room.
As soon as i reached the sheets, i dropped to my knees, grasped the pencil and began writting:
All i ever wished for
all i ever wanted
was to see your smile
just one more time
All i ever longed for
all i ever craved for
was to share with you
just one more day
All the stars are shining
and the light is blinding
No i wont see
you except in my mind
It hurts me so
to not know
whats is going
through your
mind
It pains me to know
they i may as well be
wasting my time
Despite this i'll show
you that i care and
you are deep inside my
heart
All (that) ever existed
and was once created
is crumbling right before my
eyes
All the distant planets
all the foreign lifeforms
wandering through my mind
from time to time
All the bottled feelings
walking through
the tundra
slowly freezing up
and in due time
to you i will show
that there is an
option you might not
know
why wont you let me
break through the
barrier you have
made
Just let me cross
the field that
is covered in
fear
The Absolute Terror
reflected in your eyes
you can not hide
This was the first song of the many that were to come...
I had nothing, absolutely nothing to do.
I wandered the room again and again until i fell on my knees exhausted and fell to sleep.
One day when i woke up he was there...
"Good Morning" He greeted me.
*Who are you?* i asked somewhat shocked to discover my torment had been set upon another soul besides myself.
"Funny you ask me that, you should know yourself"
*I have been trapped here for god knows how much time and you expect me to know you?*
"You have been trapped here only 13 days..."
*How do you even know that?*
"I know many things, for instance i know that soon you will have something to do..."
*WHO are you, HOW do you know that and WHO sent you?*
"I was sent by nobody but yourself, you called me here. I am... that is not that important right now, the important thing is that you will see light in 3...2...1..."
My eyes were momentarily blinded by the light that came from a lighting bulb hanging by the ceiling.
The middle of the room was now quite well lit and the rest lay in a gloomy glow.
There, in the middle of the room, lay sheets of paper and a pen.
"you like it?"
I couldnt say a word.
I felt mesmerized by the sheets of paper, the pen drawing me closer as if it were a magnet.
I took steps towards the middle of the room.
As soon as i reached the sheets, i dropped to my knees, grasped the pencil and began writting:
All i ever wished for
all i ever wanted
was to see your smile
just one more time
All i ever longed for
all i ever craved for
was to share with you
just one more day
All the stars are shining
and the light is blinding
No i wont see
you except in my mind
It hurts me so
to not know
whats is going
through your
mind
It pains me to know
they i may as well be
wasting my time
Despite this i'll show
you that i care and
you are deep inside my
heart
All (that) ever existed
and was once created
is crumbling right before my
eyes
All the distant planets
all the foreign lifeforms
wandering through my mind
from time to time
All the bottled feelings
walking through
the tundra
slowly freezing up
and in due time
to you i will show
that there is an
option you might not
know
why wont you let me
break through the
barrier you have
made
Just let me cross
the field that
is covered in
fear
The Absolute Terror
reflected in your eyes
you can not hide
This was the first song of the many that were to come...
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